So for the last 10 years almost, I’ve had a very strong and unique relationship with a guy on all levels, to the point we could practically communicate without communication, a contestant life altering experience, one that has not been easy, but hasn’t been easy to be apart either, a relationship that no matter how much you cut ties with, it always comes back at perticular timings. But despite the connection that exists, this person has never been able to confront his true feelings, and always beaten around the bush for what reason I do not know, and this has ended us on many occasions. So, for a few years now, I’ve done everything I can to sever this bond and move on in life. I thought this was working. I e had a family, I got married to this amazing man, about to have a child with him, and what happens?
My soulmate comes back into my life once again, at the worst of timings. But this time, it’s not just a hi how are you, but it’s something else. For the first time the truth comes out about how he feels, and those three little words I have waited for many many years to hear are said. He knows know I am married, and have a family, and he’s not asking me to walk away from everything I have, but I feel like he is in a way. He says he will wait. I am not unfaithful, and I will not be unfaithful to my husband, but the love I have had for this man forever is not disappearing no matter how much I try. I can never forget him, even in the years I’ve kept myself apart from him, it’s not something I can feel I can open up to friends or family or my husband as these feelings are so strong but I do not want to be misread or have everything I worked hard for just end.
I don’t know what to do. They say soulmates can’t be together, but can they? Should they? But I see my husband as my life partner, and I know I can’t have both. If I continue on with my life, I fear I will regret not being the one to take the leap of faith and finally be with this man, but I am fearful and scared of ending my relationship now with my husband and destroying my family.
Is my soul mate and I meant to be together? Is his why this has happened now, and not before? Or could this be a bad sign, or just another lesson to be learned? I have no idea, so please help?!!!